不亦乐乎

我自远方来，朋友不亦乐乎。
哈！其实友人乐乎是否我不知道，但厚脸皮的我，每次回来的行程排得满满的，尽量和友人见个面。如有漏网之鱼，不好意思，下次可以吗？

马不停的跑

我是CPS..... chao sim pu, 很会跑的 CSP。
打从昨天回来KL, 晚上我约了友人。今天午，晚餐，又在外和友人享用。我还不敢告诉家婆，我明天晚上也约了人，星期五午，晚餐和星期六午餐也约了友人。 而且，星期日我就要去新加坡了。去新加坡了, 又去 kuching，12号回来，14号就会回去上海。我想13号应该会乖乖在家吧。

不知道我家翁几时会赠我一句，“si pek gao zao hor, 你当家里是酒店啊？！！？”

Annual War

Since three years ago, I am very scared of this particular day in the year - last Saturday of June. Often, a lot of comments come out in the AGM like these.......

"Your company doens't have a system, it's so poor manage.... Board of directors don't know what they doing..... " "hmm... the Company has been incorporated for 30 years and if no system, I really don't know how they survive till now"

"What??!!?? You all got 13 million turnover and only get a net profit of 12k, mah as well no need to work. Last year you got 12 million and has 100K profit so by looking at it, next year - 2009 u said going to have 15 million, the Company sure make loses lor......" "........."

"I really think you all no need to do lah, every year also 3% dividend.... what is this?!!!??." "Since the Company incorporated, the Board has distributed more than 100% dividend plus additional bonus issued to the shareholders, technically speaking, they already got 100% back on what they invested. Despite profit or loss, the Company has been giving dividend at least 3% each year......"

Other than these very mean comments, the Management are required to show detailed profit and loss to the shareholders and explaining every big variances and the rationale of spending the money. Been questioned like we are stealing the money and I really feel like been striped naked one by one with the questions.

Attending this AGM is actually like attending a war, shareholders come in with the mindset that I AM THE INVESTOR, the Company is USING MY MONEY. MY MONEY YOU KNOW (ya, the money they invested 25-30 years ago)

Honestly, it's a culture shock and heart aching process for me to attending the AGM for the first time 3 years ago. I didn't know the existence of barbarians in this world and worse come to worse, they are my relatives. No one is perfect in this world, I understand there are some shortfalls on the Management and the communication style in the Company, however for a Company to survive for 30 years, there is a way and a reason. The Directors have been hands on to do many things, they work hard towards the bottom line for the Company, worry about the sales, the expenses and in return, they are questioned by the shareholders every year on their competency and listened to those harsh comments.

I choose to believe in past life, my father must have did something bad towards these people and this life is the repayment and get all these disrespect acts from them. The AGM is really haunted me since I set my foot there 3 years ago. Even so, I know I will still attending in future and I just want to be there, not as a shareholder or director, just as a daughter to protect my father.

A Great Company for a week

My second younger sista - Yee Ming was here with me for a week. Initial plan, my parents and the youngest sista would be flying in 4 days after her to visit me in Shanghai. However due to my dad's operation and H1N1, they canceled their trip. Since Yee Ming was flying from Singapore, thus she stayed tune with her trip.

Therefore, I got a free Ahyi for a week. Muakakaka. She helped me to carry stuff when did grocery shopping, she cooked for me, she hanged the laundry for me. This is what you call "Tai Kar Che". Muakaka, of coz I did bring her out and her good 大姐夫 also gave her some allowances to shopping. Among three sistas, she is the closest to me, in terms of talking topics and preferences in things. Now she was back and I am alone again. :~(

There are some pictures to share.

*whisper* people said we don't look like 8 years age gap difference :D

沉重

回到家乡了，但有点忙。 一回到家，老爸竟然叫我拿他的公事包去医院； 见了他，竟然一一交待我办事。是好事，因为我可以让老爸信任； 是坏事，是否老爸身旁没有能让他交待的人。

其实我不是一个称职的女儿。妹妹每晚都去医院陪老爸，如果我在，是不是有这种能耐。老爸希望女儿们都在身旁，可是我早早就计划逃之夭夭。孩子当中，我应该是最不贴心一个， 在外闯荡徘徊，都不愿回家。回了家三年，嫁了又和夫君远走高飞。 呜呼哀哉。。。。。。

做孩子有点沉重，做父母也太沉重了吧。竟然现在做了不称职的孩子，我做父母？！！？，算了吧！

祈祷

爸病了，肝发炎， 不能进食，进院治疗了。
心情起起伏伏，除了担心，还是担心。
眼睛又开始痛了， 每当这时候，心情简直差级了！！
Life is so sucks.................